(1)
kabe ha’be hena daśā mora
tyaji’ jaḍa āśā vividha bandhana
chāḍiba saṁsāra ghora

When will my condition become such that, giving up material desires and various bonds, I will leave this terrible material existence?

(2)
vṛndāvanābhede navadvīpa-dhāme
bandhiba kuṭīra-khāni
śacīra nandana-caraṇa-āśraya
kariba sambandha māni’

In Navadvīpa, which is non-different from Vṛndāvana, I will build a small cottage. Recognising my relationship with Him, I will take shelter of the lotus feet of the Son of Śacī.

(3)
jāhnavī-puline cinmaya-kānane
vasi’ vijana-sthale
kṛṣṇa-nāmāmṛta nirantara piba
ḍākiba gauraṅga bale

Sitting in a solitary place in the spiritual forest on the bank of the Gaṅgā, I will constantly drink the nectar of Kṛṣṇa’s Name and call out “Gaurāṅga!”

(4)
hā gaura-nitāi torā duṭī bhāi
patita-janera bandhu
adhama patita āmi he durjana
hao more kṛpā-sindhu

O Gaura-Nitāi! You two brothers are the friends of the fallen. I am the most fallen and wicked – please become an ocean of mercy to me.

(5)
kāndite kāndite ṣola-krośa-dhāma
jāhnavī ubhaya kūle
bhramite bhramite kabhu bhāgya-phale
dekhi kichu taru-mūle

Weeping and weeping, I will wander throughout the sixteen-krośa abode on both banks of the Gaṅgā. Wandering and wandering, by some good fortune, I may see something beneath a tree.

(6)
hā hā manohara ki dekhinu āmi
baliyā mūrchita ha’ba
samvit pāiyā kāndiba gopane
smari duṅhu kṛpā-laba

“Oh! Oh! How beautiful! What have I seen?” Saying this I will fall unconscious. Regaining consciousness, I will weep in solitude, remembering the small drop of mercy of both of Them.

Introduction
  1. 1vande vṛndāṭavī-candraṁ rādhikākṣi-mahotsavaṁ
  2. 2jaya jaya śrī-caitanya patita-pāvana
Upadeśa (Instruction)
  1. 1dīkṣā-guru kṛpā kari’ mantra-upadeśa
  2. 2mana tumi bhālabāsa kāmera taraṅga
  3. 3mana re, tumi baḍa, sandigdha-antara
  4. 4mana, tumi baḍai pāmara
  5. 5mana, kena e saṁśaya
  6. 6mana, tumi paḍile ki chāra?
  7. 7mana, yogī haite tomāra vāsanā
  8. 8ohe bhāi, mana kena brahma haite cāya
  9. 9mana re, kena āra varṇa abhimāna
  10. 10mana re, kena kara vidyāra gaurava
  11. 11rūpera gaurava kena bhāi
  12. 12mana re, dhana-mada nitānta asāra
  13. 13mana, tumi sannyāsī sājite kena cāo
  14. 14mana, tumi tīrthe sadā rata
  15. 15dekha mana, vrate yena, nā hao ācchanna
  16. 16mana, tumi baḍai cañcala
  17. 17mana, tare bali e vāratā
  18. 18ki āra baliba tare, mana
  19. 19kena mana kāmere, nācāo prema-prāya
Upalabdhi (Perception)
  1. 1.1āmi ati pāmara durjana
  2. 1.2sādhu-saṅga nā haila hāya
  3. 1.3ore mana karmera kuhare gela kāla
  4. 1.4ore mana ki vipada haila āmāra
  5. 1.5ore mana kleśa-tāpa dekhi ye aśeṣa
  6. 2.1ore mana, bhāla nāhi lāge ei saṁsāra
  7. 2.2ore mana, bāḍibāra āśā kena kara
  8. 2.3ore mana bhukti-mukti-spṛhā kara dūra
  9. 2.4durlabha mānava-janma labhiyā saṁsāre
  10. 2.5śarīrera sukhe mana deha jalāñjali
  11. 3.1ore mana bali śuna tattva-vivaraṇa
  12. 3.2apūrva vaiṣṇava-tattva ātmāra ānanda-prasravaṇa
  13. 3.3cit-jaḍera dvaita jini kare sthāpana
  14. 3.4jīvana-samāpta-kāle kariba bhajana
Ucchvāsa (Divine Ecstasy)
  1. 1.1kabe śrī-caitanya more karibena dayā
  2. 1.2āmi ta’ durjana ati sadā durācāra
  3. 1.3bhavārṇave paḍe more ākula parāṇa
  4. 1.4viṣaya-vāsanā-rūpa cittēra vikāra
  5. 1.5āmāra samāna hīna nāhi e saṁsāre
  6. 2.1kabe mora śubha-dina haibe udaya
  7. 2.2śrī-guru-vaiṣṇava-kṛpā kata dine habe
  8. 2.3āmāra emana bhāgya kata dine ha’be
  9. 2.4caitanya-candrera līlā samudra apāra
  10. 2.5kabe mora mūḍha mana chāḍi’ anya dhyāna
  11. 2.6hari hari kabe mora haibe hena dina
  12. 2.7kabe mui vaiṣṇave ciniba hari hari
  13. 2.8kṛpā kara vaiṣṇava ṭhākura
  14. 2.9kabe ha’be hena daśā mora
  15. 2.10hā hā mora gaura-kiśora
  16. 2.11hā hā kabe gaura-nitāi
  17. 2.12kabe āhā gaurāṅga baliyā
  18. 3.1gopīnātha, mama nivedana śuna
  19. 3.2gopīnātha, ghucāo saṁsāra-jvālā
  20. 3.3gopīnātha, āmāra upāya nāi
  21. 3.4śrī-rādhā-kṛṣṇa-pada-kamale mana
  22. 4.1kali-kukkura-kadana
  23. 4.2vibhāvarī-śeṣa, āloka-praveśa
  24. 5.1janama sa-phala tā'ra
  25. 6.1bahirmukha ha’ye, māyāre bhajiye
  26. 6.2śuno he rasika-jana
  27. 7.1jīve kṛpā kari’, golokera hari
  28. 7.2yamunā-puline, kadamba-kānane
  29. 8.1kṛṣṇa-vaṁśī-gīta śuni’

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