Part Three
Ucchvāsa (Divine Ecstasy)

Chapter Two

Prārthanā Lalasāmayī (Prayers Filled With Longing)

Song 1

(1)
kabe mora śubha-dina haibe udaya
vṛndāvana-dhāma mama haibe āśraya

When will my auspicious day arise? When will I take shelter of the abode of Vṛndāvana?

(2)
ghucibe saṁsāra-jvālā viṣaya-vāsanā
vaiṣṇave saṁsarge mora pūribe kāmanā

When will the burning of material existence and material desires be extinguished? When will my desires be fulfilled through association with the Vaiṣṇavas?

(3)
dhulāya dhūsara ha’ye hari-saṅkīrtane
matta ha’ye paḍe rava vaiṣṇava-caraṇe

When, becoming covered with dust in hari-saṅkīrtana, will I become intoxicated and fall at the feet of the Vaiṣṇavas?

(4)
kabe śrī-yamunā-tīre kadamba-kānane
heriba yugala-rūpa hṛdaya-nayane

When will I behold, with the eyes of my heart, the form of the Divine Couple on the bank of the Yamunā in a kadamba grove?

(5)
kabe sakhī kṛpā kari’ yugala-sevāya
niyukta karibe more rākhi’ nija pāya

When will a sakhī mercifully engage me in the service of the Divine Couple, keeping me under her shelter?

(6)
kabe vā yugala-līlā kari’ darśana
premānanda-bhare āmi ha’ba acetana

When will I behold the pastimes of the Divine Couple and become unconscious, overwhelmed by blissful prema?

(7)
kata-kṣaṇa acetana paḍiyā raviba
āpana śarīra āmi kabe pāśariba

How long will I remain unconscious? When will I forget my own body?

(8)
uṭhiyā smariba punaḥ acetana-kāle
yā dekhinu kṛṣṇa-līlā bhāsi’ aṅkhi-jale

Rising again from that unconscious state, when will I remember the kṛṣṇa-līlā I beheld and float in tears from my eyes?

(9)
kākuti minati kari’ vaiṣṇava-sadane
baliba bhakti-bindu deha’ ei durjane

When, with humble supplication, will I say in the assembly of Vaiṣṇavas, “Please give a drop of bhakti to this wretched person”?

(10)
śrī-anaṅga-mañjarīra caraṇa śaraṇa
ei bhaktivinoda āśā kare anukṣaṇa*

Bhaktivinoda constantly longs to take shelter of the feet of Śrī Anaṅga Mañjarī.

*Translator’s Note: The earlier version of this verse reads:

śrī-anaṅga-mañjarīra caraṇa śaraṇa
e dīna kedāra āśā kare anukṣaṇa

This fallen Kedāra constantly longs to take shelter of the feet of Śrī Anaṅga Mañjarī.

 

Introduction
  1. 1vande vṛndāṭavī-candraṁ rādhikākṣi-mahotsavaṁ
  2. 2jaya jaya śrī-caitanya patita-pāvana
Upadeśa (Instruction)
  1. 1dīkṣā-guru kṛpā kari’ mantra-upadeśa
  2. 2mana tumi bhālabāsa kāmera taraṅga
  3. 3mana re, tumi baḍa, sandigdha-antara
  4. 4mana, tumi baḍai pāmara
  5. 5mana, kena e saṁśaya
  6. 6mana, tumi paḍile ki chāra?
  7. 7mana, yogī haite tomāra vāsanā
  8. 8ohe bhāi, mana kena brahma haite cāya
  9. 9mana re, kena āra varṇa abhimāna
  10. 10mana re, kena kara vidyāra gaurava
  11. 11rūpera gaurava kena bhāi
  12. 12mana re, dhana-mada nitānta asāra
  13. 13mana, tumi sannyāsī sājite kena cāo
  14. 14mana, tumi tīrthe sadā rata
  15. 15dekha mana, vrate yena, nā hao ācchanna
  16. 16mana, tumi baḍai cañcala
  17. 17mana, tare bali e vāratā
  18. 18ki āra baliba tare, mana
  19. 19kena mana kāmere, nācāo prema-prāya
Upalabdhi (Perception)
  1. 1.1āmi ati pāmara durjana
  2. 1.2sādhu-saṅga nā haila hāya
  3. 1.3ore mana karmera kuhare gela kāla
  4. 1.4ore mana ki vipada haila āmāra
  5. 1.5ore mana kleśa-tāpa dekhi ye aśeṣa
  6. 2.1ore mana, bhāla nāhi lāge ei saṁsāra
  7. 2.2ore mana, bāḍibāra āśā kena kara
  8. 2.3ore mana bhukti-mukti-spṛhā kara dūra
  9. 2.4durlabha mānava-janma labhiyā saṁsāre
  10. 2.5śarīrera sukhe mana deha jalāñjali
  11. 3.1ore mana bali śuna tattva-vivaraṇa
  12. 3.2apūrva vaiṣṇava-tattva ātmāra ānanda-prasravaṇa
  13. 3.3cit-jaḍera dvaita jini kare sthāpana
  14. 3.4jīvana-samāpta-kāle kariba bhajana
Ucchvāsa (Divine Ecstasy)
  1. 1.1kabe śrī-caitanya more karibena dayā
  2. 1.2āmi ta’ durjana ati sadā durācāra
  3. 1.3bhavārṇave paḍe more ākula parāṇa
  4. 1.4viṣaya-vāsanā-rūpa cittēra vikāra
  5. 1.5āmāra samāna hīna nāhi e saṁsāre
  6. 2.1kabe mora śubha-dina haibe udaya
  7. 2.2śrī-guru-vaiṣṇava-kṛpā kata dine habe
  8. 2.3āmāra emana bhāgya kata dine ha’be
  9. 2.4caitanya-candrera līlā samudra apāra
  10. 2.5kabe mora mūḍha mana chāḍi’ anya dhyāna
  11. 2.6hari hari kabe mora haibe hena dina
  12. 2.7kabe mui vaiṣṇave ciniba hari hari
  13. 2.8kṛpā kara vaiṣṇava ṭhākura
  14. 2.9kabe ha’be hena daśā mora
  15. 2.10hā hā mora gaura-kiśora
  16. 2.11hā hā kabe gaura-nitāi
  17. 2.12kabe āhā gaurāṅga baliyā
  18. 3.1gopīnātha, mama nivedana śuna
  19. 3.2gopīnātha, ghucāo saṁsāra-jvālā
  20. 3.3gopīnātha, āmāra upāya nāi
  21. 3.4śrī-rādhā-kṛṣṇa-pada-kamale mana
  22. 4.1kali-kukkura-kadana
  23. 4.2vibhāvarī-śeṣa, āloka-praveśa
  24. 5.1janama sa-phala tā'ra
  25. 6.1bahirmukha ha’ye, māyāre bhajiye
  26. 6.2śuno he rasika-jana
  27. 7.1jīve kṛpā kari’, golokera hari
  28. 7.2yamunā-puline, kadamba-kānane
  29. 8.1kṛṣṇa-vaṁśī-gīta śuni’

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