(1)
hari hari kabe mora haibe hena dina
vimala vaiṣṇave rati upajibe
vāsanā haibe kṣīṇa

O Hari! O Hari! When will such a day be mine? When will affection for the pure Vaiṣṇavas awaken within me? When will my desires become weakened and exhausted?

(2)
antara-bahire sama vyavahāra
amānī mānada haiba
kṛṣṇa-saṅkīrtane śrī-kṛṣṇa-smaraṇe
satata majiyā raba

When will my conduct be the same inwardly and outwardly? When will I be free from the desire for honour while offering honour to others? When will I remain constantly absorbed in kṛṣṇa-saṅkīrtana and remembrance of Śrī Kṛṣṇa?

(3)
e dehera kriyā abhyāse kariba
jīvana yāpana lāgi’
śrī-kṛṣṇa-bhajane anukūla yāhā
tāhe haiba anurāgī

When will I perform the activities of this body only as a matter of habit, merely for maintaining life? When will I become attached only to that which is favourable for kṛṣṇa-bhajana?

(4)
bhajanera yāhā pratikūla tāhā
dṛḍha-bhāve tyāgiba
bhajite bhajite samaya āsile
e deha chāḍiyā diba

Whatever is unfavourable to bhajana, I will firmly reject. Then, while continuously engaged in worship, when the proper time arrives, I will give up this body.

(5)
bhaktivinoda ei āśā kari’
basiyā godruma-vane
prabhu-kṛpā lāgi’ vyākula antare
sadā kānde saṅgopane

Cherishing these hopes, Bhaktivinoda sits in the forests of Godruma. Deeply anxious for the Lord’s mercy, he continually weeps in a secluded place.

Introduction
  1. 1vande vṛndāṭavī-candraṁ rādhikākṣi-mahotsavaṁ
  2. 2jaya jaya śrī-caitanya patita-pāvana
Upadeśa (Instruction)
  1. 1dīkṣā-guru kṛpā kari’ mantra-upadeśa
  2. 2mana tumi bhālabāsa kāmera taraṅga
  3. 3mana re, tumi baḍa, sandigdha-antara
  4. 4mana, tumi baḍai pāmara
  5. 5mana, kena e saṁśaya
  6. 6mana, tumi paḍile ki chāra?
  7. 7mana, yogī haite tomāra vāsanā
  8. 8ohe bhāi, mana kena brahma haite cāya
  9. 9mana re, kena āra varṇa abhimāna
  10. 10mana re, kena kara vidyāra gaurava
  11. 11rūpera gaurava kena bhāi
  12. 12mana re, dhana-mada nitānta asāra
  13. 13mana, tumi sannyāsī sājite kena cāo
  14. 14mana, tumi tīrthe sadā rata
  15. 15dekha mana, vrate yena, nā hao ācchanna
  16. 16mana, tumi baḍai cañcala
  17. 17mana, tare bali e vāratā
  18. 18ki āra baliba tare, mana
  19. 19kena mana kāmere, nācāo prema-prāya
Upalabdhi (Perception)
  1. 1.1āmi ati pāmara durjana
  2. 1.2sādhu-saṅga nā haila hāya
  3. 1.3ore mana karmera kuhare gela kāla
  4. 1.4ore mana ki vipada haila āmāra
  5. 1.5ore mana kleśa-tāpa dekhi ye aśeṣa
  6. 2.1ore mana, bhāla nāhi lāge ei saṁsāra
  7. 2.2ore mana, bāḍibāra āśā kena kara
  8. 2.3ore mana bhukti-mukti-spṛhā kara dūra
  9. 2.4durlabha mānava-janma labhiyā saṁsāre
  10. 2.5śarīrera sukhe mana deha jalāñjali
  11. 3.1ore mana bali śuna tattva-vivaraṇa
  12. 3.2apūrva vaiṣṇava-tattva ātmāra ānanda-prasravaṇa
  13. 3.3cit-jaḍera dvaita jini kare sthāpana
  14. 3.4jīvana-samāpta-kāle kariba bhajana
Ucchvāsa (Divine Ecstasy)
  1. 1.1kabe śrī-caitanya more karibena dayā
  2. 1.2āmi ta’ durjana ati sadā durācāra
  3. 1.3bhavārṇave paḍe more ākula parāṇa
  4. 1.4viṣaya-vāsanā-rūpa cittēra vikāra
  5. 1.5āmāra samāna hīna nāhi e saṁsāre
  6. 2.1kabe mora śubha-dina haibe udaya
  7. 2.2śrī-guru-vaiṣṇava-kṛpā kata dine habe
  8. 2.3āmāra emana bhāgya kata dine ha’be
  9. 2.4caitanya-candrera līlā samudra apāra
  10. 2.5kabe mora mūḍha mana chāḍi’ anya dhyāna
  11. 2.6hari hari kabe mora haibe hena dina
  12. 2.7kabe mui vaiṣṇave ciniba hari hari
  13. 2.8kṛpā kara vaiṣṇava ṭhākura
  14. 2.9kabe ha’be hena daśā mora
  15. 2.10hā hā mora gaura-kiśora
  16. 2.11hā hā kabe gaura-nitāi
  17. 2.12kabe āhā gaurāṅga baliyā
  18. 3.1gopīnātha, mama nivedana śuna
  19. 3.2gopīnātha, ghucāo saṁsāra-jvālā
  20. 3.3gopīnātha, āmāra upāya nāi
  21. 3.4śrī-rādhā-kṛṣṇa-pada-kamale mana
  22. 4.1kali-kukkura-kadana
  23. 4.2vibhāvarī-śeṣa, āloka-praveśa
  24. 5.1janama sa-phala tā'ra
  25. 6.1bahirmukha ha’ye, māyāre bhajiye
  26. 6.2śuno he rasika-jana
  27. 7.1jīve kṛpā kari’, golokera hari
  28. 7.2yamunā-puline, kadamba-kānane
  29. 8.1kṛṣṇa-vaṁśī-gīta śuni’

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