Kalyāṇa Kalpataru (The Desire Tree of Auspiciousness)

Part Three
Uccwāsa (Ecstasy)

Chapter Two

Prārthanā Lalasāmayī (Prayers Filled With Longing)

Song 8

Text 1

kṛpā koro’ baiṣṇaba ṭhākura
sambandha jāniyā bhajite bhajite
abhimāna hao dūra

O saintly Vaiṣṇava, please be merciful to me. Only then will I understand my relationship with Lord Kṛṣṇa. Only then will I become rapt in worshiping Lord Kṛṣṇa. Only then will my false pride flee far away.

Text 2

āmi to’ baiṣṇaba e buddhi hoile
amānī nā ho’bo āmi
pratiṣṭhāśā āsi’ hṛdoya dūṣibe
hoibo niraya-gāmī

If I think, I am a great Vaiṣṇava”, I will not be prideless. If I hanker for fame, my heart will be polluted, and in the end I will go to hell.

Text 3

tomāra kiṅkora āpane jānibo
guru-abhimāna tyaji’
tomāra ucchiṣṭha pada-jala-reṇu
sadā niṣkapaṭe bhaji

Renouncing the pride of thinking myself a guru, I will know that I am your servant, O saintly Vaiṣṇava. I will taste the remnants of your meals, I will accept the dust and water from your feet. I will sincerely worship you always.

Text 4

nije śreṣṭha jāni’ ucchiṣṭhādi dāne
ho’be abhimāna bhāra
tāi śiṣya taba thākiyā sarbadā
nā loibo pūjā kā’ra

If I think, I am most exalted”, and if I give to others the remnants of my meals, then I will become very proud. Therefore I will always remain your disciple. I will never accept worship from anyone.

Text 5

amānī mānada hoile kīrtane
adhikāra dibe tumi
tomāra caraṇe niṣkapaṭe āmi
kāndiyā luṭibo bhūmi

Please make me qualified. Then I be prideless and respectful. Then I will chant the holy names. Then, sincerely weeping, I will roll on the ground before your feet.

Introduction
  1. vande vṛndāṭavī-candraṁ rādhikākṣi-mahotsavaṁ
  2. jaya jaya śrī-caitanya patita-pāvana
Upadeśa (Instruction)
  1. dīkṣā-guru kṛpā kari’ mantra-upadeśa
  2. mana tumi bhālabāsa kāmera taraṅga
  3. mana re, tumi baḍa, sandigdha-antara
  4. mana, tumi baḍai pāmara
  5. mana, kena e saṁśaya
  6. mana, tumi paḍile ki chāra?
  7. mana, yogī haite tomāra vāsanā
  8. ohe bhāi, mana kena brahma haite cāya
  9. mana re, kena āra varṇa abhimāna
  10. mana re, kena kara vidyāra gaurava
  11. rūpera gaurava kena bhāi
  12. mana re, dhana-mada nitānta asāra
  13. mana, tumi sannyāsī sājite kena cāo
  14. mana, tumi tīrthe sadā rata
  15. dekha mana, vrate yena, nā hao ācchanna
  16. mana, tumi baḍai cañcala
  17. mana, tare bali e vāratā
  18. ki āra baliba tare, mana
  19. kena mana kāmere, nācāo prema-prāya
Upalabdhi (Perception)
  1. āmi ati pāmara durjana
  2. sādhu-saṅga nā haila hāya
  3. ore mana karmera kuhare gela kāla
  4. ore mana ki vipada haila āmāra
  5. ore mana kleśa-tāpa dekhi ye aśeṣa
  6. ore mana, bhāla nāhi lāge ei saṁsāra
  7. ore mana, bāḍibāra āśā kena kara
  8. ore mana bhukti-mukti-spṛhā kara dūra
  9. durlabha mānava-janma labhiyā saṁsāre
  10. śarīrera sukhe mana deha jalāñjali
  11. ore mana bali śuna tattva-vivaraṇa
  12. apūrva vaiṣṇava-tattva ātmāra ānanda-prasravaṇa
  13. cit-jaḍera dvaita jini kare sthāpana
  14. jīvana-samāpta-kāle kariba bhajana
Ucchvāsa (Divine Ecstasy)
  1. kabe śrī-caitanya more karibena dayā
  2. āmi ta’ durjana ati sadā durācāra
  3. bhavārṇave paḍe more ākula parāṇa
  4. viṣaya-vāsanā-rūpa cittēra vikāra
  5. āmāra samāna hīna nāhi e saṁsāre
  6. kabe mora śubha-dina haibe udaya
  7. śrī-guru-vaiṣṇava-kṛpā kata dine habe
  8. āmāra emana bhāgya kata dine ha’be
  9. caitanya-candrera līlā samudra apāra
  10. kabe mora mūḍha mana chāḍi’ anya dhyāna
  11. hari hari kabe mora haibe hena dina
  12. kabe mui vaiṣṇave ciniba hari hari
  13. kṛpā kara vaiṣṇava ṭhākura
  14. kabe ha’be hena daśā mora
  15. hā hā mora gaura-kiśora
  16. hā hā kabe gaura-nitāi
  17. kabe āhā gaurāṅga baliyā
  18. gopīnātha, mama nivedana śuna
  19. Uccwāsa – 3- Song Two
  20. Uccwāsa – 3- Song Three
  21. Uccwāsa – 3- Song Four
  22. Uccwāsa – 4- Song One
  23. Uccwāsa – 4- Song Two
  24. Uccwāsa – 5- Song One
  25. Uccwāsa – 6- Song One
  26. Uccwāsa – 6- Song Two
  27. Uccwāsa – 7- Song One
  28. Uccwāsa – 7- Song Two
  29. Uccwāsa – 8- Song One

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