Kalyāṇa Kalpataru (The Desire Tree of Auspiciousness)

Part Three
Uccwāsa (Ecstasy)

Chapter Three

Vijñapti (Appeals)

Song 3

Text 1

gopīnātha āmāra upāya nāi
tumi kṛpā kori’ āmāre loile
soṁsāre uddhāra pāi

O Gopīnātha, I have no other hope. Only if You kindly take me will I escape this world of birth and death.

Text 2

gopīnātha porechi māyāra phere
dhana dārā suta ghireche āmāre
kāmete rekheche jere

O Gopīnātha, I fell into Māyā’s dangerous trap. Wife, children, and wealth surround me. Now I must face the consequences of my material desires.

Text 3

gopīnātha mana je pāgala mora
nā māne śāśana sadā acetana
biṣaye ro’yeche ghora

O Gopīnātha, my crazy mind never understands good advice. It keeps me stunned, trapped in the horrors of sense pleasures.

Text 4

gopīnātha hāra je menechi āmi
aneka jatana hoilo biphala
ekhona bharasā tumi

O Gopīnātha, now I accept defeat. My many struggles were fruitless. I have faith only in You.

Text 5

gopīnātha kemone hoibe gati
prabala indriyā baśī-bhūta mana
na chāre biṣaya-rati

O Gopīnātha, what will become of me? My mind has become the slave of my powerful senses. It will not give up its love for sense pleasures.

Text 6

gopīnātha hṛdoye basiyā mora
manake śamiyā loho nija pāne
ghucibe bipada ghora

O Gopīnātha, please stay in my heart. Please pacify my mind. Please accept me. Please destroy these terrible calamities.

Text 7

gopīnātha anātha dekhiyā more
tumi hṛṣīkeśa hṛṣīka damiyā
tārahe samsṛti-ghore

O Gopīnātha, You are the master of the senses. Seeing that I have no one to protect me, please control my senses and deliver me from this horrible world of birth and death.

Text 8

gopīnātha galāya legeche phaṅsa
kṛpā-asi dhori’ bandhana chediyā
binode koroho dāsa

O Gopīnātha, the noose is now around my neck. Grasping the sword of mercy, please cut that noose. Please make Bhaktivinoda Your servant.

Introduction
  1. vande vṛndāṭavī-candraṁ rādhikākṣi-mahotsavaṁ
  2. jaya jaya śrī-caitanya patita-pāvana
Upadeśa (Instruction)
  1. dīkṣā-guru kṛpā kari’ mantra-upadeśa
  2. mana tumi bhālabāsa kāmera taraṅga
  3. mana re, tumi baḍa, sandigdha-antara
  4. mana, tumi baḍai pāmara
  5. mana, kena e saṁśaya
  6. mana, tumi paḍile ki chāra?
  7. mana, yogī haite tomāra vāsanā
  8. ohe bhāi, mana kena brahma haite cāya
  9. mana re, kena āra varṇa abhimāna
  10. mana re, kena kara vidyāra gaurava
  11. rūpera gaurava kena bhāi
  12. mana re, dhana-mada nitānta asāra
  13. mana, tumi sannyāsī sājite kena cāo
  14. mana, tumi tīrthe sadā rata
  15. dekha mana, vrate yena, nā hao ācchanna
  16. mana, tumi baḍai cañcala
  17. mana, tare bali e vāratā
  18. ki āra baliba tare, mana
  19. kena mana kāmere, nācāo prema-prāya
Upalabdhi (Perception)
  1. āmi ati pāmara durjana
  2. sādhu-saṅga nā haila hāya
  3. ore mana karmera kuhare gela kāla
  4. ore mana ki vipada haila āmāra
  5. ore mana kleśa-tāpa dekhi ye aśeṣa
  6. ore mana, bhāla nāhi lāge ei saṁsāra
  7. ore mana, bāḍibāra āśā kena kara
  8. ore mana bhukti-mukti-spṛhā kara dūra
  9. durlabha mānava-janma labhiyā saṁsāre
  10. śarīrera sukhe mana deha jalāñjali
  11. ore mana bali śuna tattva-vivaraṇa
  12. apūrva vaiṣṇava-tattva ātmāra ānanda-prasravaṇa
  13. cit-jaḍera dvaita jini kare sthāpana
  14. jīvana-samāpta-kāle kariba bhajana
Ucchvāsa (Divine Ecstasy)
  1. kabe śrī-caitanya more karibena dayā
  2. āmi ta’ durjana ati sadā durācāra
  3. bhavārṇave paḍe more ākula parāṇa
  4. viṣaya-vāsanā-rūpa cittēra vikāra
  5. āmāra samāna hīna nāhi e saṁsāre
  6. kabe mora śubha-dina haibe udaya
  7. śrī-guru-vaiṣṇava-kṛpā kata dine habe
  8. āmāra emana bhāgya kata dine ha’be
  9. caitanya-candrera līlā samudra apāra
  10. kabe mora mūḍha mana chāḍi’ anya dhyāna
  11. hari hari kabe mora haibe hena dina
  12. kabe mui vaiṣṇave ciniba hari hari
  13. kṛpā kara vaiṣṇava ṭhākura
  14. kabe ha’be hena daśā mora
  15. hā hā mora gaura-kiśora
  16. hā hā kabe gaura-nitāi
  17. kabe āhā gaurāṅga baliyā
  18. gopīnātha, mama nivedana śuna
  19. Uccwāsa – 3- Song Two
  20. Uccwāsa – 3- Song Three
  21. Uccwāsa – 3- Song Four
  22. Uccwāsa – 4- Song One
  23. Uccwāsa – 4- Song Two
  24. Uccwāsa – 5- Song One
  25. Uccwāsa – 6- Song One
  26. Uccwāsa – 6- Song Two
  27. Uccwāsa – 7- Song One
  28. Uccwāsa – 7- Song Two
  29. Uccwāsa – 8- Song One

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