(1)
ore mana kleśa-tāpa dekhi ye aśeṣa
avidyā asmitā āra, abhiniveśa durvāra
rāga dveṣa ei pañca kleśa

O my mind, I see five endless afflictions: avidyā (ignorance), asmitā (false ego), abhiniveśa (absorption in material existence), rāga (attachment), and dveṣa (aversion). These are the five great sufferings.

(2)
avidyātmā-vismaraṇa, asmitānya-vibhāvana
abhiniveśānye gāḍha-mati
anye prīti rāgāndhatā, dveṣātmā viśuddhatā
pañca kleśa sadāi durgati

Avidyā is forgetfulness of the ātmā’s true nature. Asmitā is absorption in identities other than the self. Abhiniveśa is deep attachment to what is not the self. Rāga is blind affection for external things. Dveṣa arises from aversion in the struggle for purification. These five afflictions always bring misfortune.*

* avidyā-asmitā-rāga-dveṣa-abhiniveśāḥ kleśāḥ

Ignorance, egoism, attachment, aversion, and clinging to life are the afflictions. (Patañjali Yoga Sūtra 2.3)

(3)
bhuliyā vaikuṇṭha-tattva, māyā-bhoge su-pramatta
āmi āmi kariyā beḍāi
e āmāra se āmāra, e bhāvanā anivāra
vyasta kare mora citta bhāi

Forgetting the truth of Vaikuṇṭha, I became intoxicated by the pleasures of māyā. Crying, “I! I!” I wandered about. “This is mine! That is mine!” – these endless thoughts kept my mind constantly disturbed, O brother.

(4)
e roga-śamanopāya, anveṣiyā hāya hāya
mile vaidya sadya yamopama
āmi brahma māyā, bhrama ei auṣadhera krama
dekhi’ cintā haila viṣama

Searching for a cure for this disease, alas, I found a physician who was like Yama himself. His prescription was, “I am Brahman; māyā is merely illusion.” Seeing the result of this medicine, I became greatly troubled.

(5)
eke ta’ rogera kaṣṭa, yamopama vaidya-bhraṣṭa
e yantraṇā kise yāya mora
śrī-caitanya dayāmaya, kara yadi samāśraya
pāra habe e vipada ghora

On one side there is the suffering of the disease itself. on the other, a fallen physician who is like Yama. How shall I escape this torment? If I take shelter of the merciful Śrī Caitanya, I shall cross beyond this terrible calamity.

Introduction
  1. 1vande vṛndāṭavī-candraṁ rādhikākṣi-mahotsavaṁ
  2. 2jaya jaya śrī-caitanya patita-pāvana
Upadeśa (Instruction)
  1. 1dīkṣā-guru kṛpā kari’ mantra-upadeśa
  2. 2mana tumi bhālabāsa kāmera taraṅga
  3. 3mana re, tumi baḍa, sandigdha-antara
  4. 4mana, tumi baḍai pāmara
  5. 5mana, kena e saṁśaya
  6. 6mana, tumi paḍile ki chāra?
  7. 7mana, yogī haite tomāra vāsanā
  8. 8ohe bhāi, mana kena brahma haite cāya
  9. 9mana re, kena āra varṇa abhimāna
  10. 10mana re, kena kara vidyāra gaurava
  11. 11rūpera gaurava kena bhāi
  12. 12mana re, dhana-mada nitānta asāra
  13. 13mana, tumi sannyāsī sājite kena cāo
  14. 14mana, tumi tīrthe sadā rata
  15. 15dekha mana, vrate yena, nā hao ācchanna
  16. 16mana, tumi baḍai cañcala
  17. 17mana, tare bali e vāratā
  18. 18ki āra baliba tare, mana
  19. 19kena mana kāmere, nācāo prema-prāya
Upalabdhi (Perception)
  1. 1.1āmi ati pāmara durjana
  2. 1.2sādhu-saṅga nā haila hāya
  3. 1.3ore mana karmera kuhare gela kāla
  4. 1.4ore mana ki vipada haila āmāra
  5. 1.5ore mana kleśa-tāpa dekhi ye aśeṣa
  6. 2.1ore mana, bhāla nāhi lāge ei saṁsāra
  7. 2.2ore mana, bāḍibāra āśā kena kara
  8. 2.3ore mana bhukti-mukti-spṛhā kara dūra
  9. 2.4durlabha mānava-janma labhiyā saṁsāre
  10. 2.5śarīrera sukhe mana deha jalāñjali
  11. 3.1ore mana bali śuna tattva-vivaraṇa
  12. 3.2apūrva vaiṣṇava-tattva ātmāra ānanda-prasravaṇa
  13. 3.3cit-jaḍera dvaita jini kare sthāpana
  14. 3.4jīvana-samāpta-kāle kariba bhajana
Ucchvāsa (Divine Ecstasy)
  1. 1.1kabe śrī-caitanya more karibena dayā
  2. 1.2āmi ta’ durjana ati sadā durācāra
  3. 1.3bhavārṇave paḍe more ākula parāṇa
  4. 1.4viṣaya-vāsanā-rūpa cittēra vikāra
  5. 1.5āmāra samāna hīna nāhi e saṁsāre
  6. 2.1kabe mora śubha-dina haibe udaya
  7. 2.2śrī-guru-vaiṣṇava-kṛpā kata dine habe
  8. 2.3āmāra emana bhāgya kata dine ha’be
  9. 2.4caitanya-candrera līlā samudra apāra
  10. 2.5kabe mora mūḍha mana chāḍi’ anya dhyāna
  11. 2.6hari hari kabe mora haibe hena dina
  12. 2.7kabe mui vaiṣṇave ciniba hari hari
  13. 2.8kṛpā kara vaiṣṇava ṭhākura
  14. 2.9kabe ha’be hena daśā mora
  15. 2.10hā hā mora gaura-kiśora
  16. 2.11hā hā kabe gaura-nitāi
  17. 2.12kabe āhā gaurāṅga baliyā
  18. 3.1gopīnātha, mama nivedana śuna
  19. 3.2gopīnātha, ghucāo saṁsāra-jvālā
  20. 3.3gopīnātha, āmāra upāya nāi
  21. 3.4śrī-rādhā-kṛṣṇa-pada-kamale mana
  22. 4.1kali-kukkura-kadana
  23. 4.2vibhāvarī-śeṣa, āloka-praveśa
  24. 5.1janama sa-phala tā'ra
  25. 6.1bahirmukha ha’ye, māyāre bhajiye
  26. 6.2śuno he rasika-jana
  27. 7.1jīve kṛpā kari’, golokera hari
  28. 7.2yamunā-puline, kadamba-kānane
  29. 8.1kṛṣṇa-vaṁśī-gīta śuni’

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