Kalyāṇa Kalpataru (The Desire Tree of Auspiciousness)
Part Three
Uccwāsa (Ecstasy)
Chapter One
Prārthanā Dainyamayī (Humble Prayers)
Song 2
Text 1
āmi to’ durjana ati sadā durācāra
koṭi koṭi janme mora nāhiko uddhāra
I am an evil person. My actions are always sins. Even after millions and millions of births I will not be delivered.
Text 2
e heno doyālu keba e jagate āche
e mata pāmare uddhāriyā la’be kāche
Who in this world is so merciful that he will deliver this sinner and give him shelter?
Text 3
śuniyāchi śrī-caitanya patita-pabana
ananta-pātakī jane korila mocana
I heard that Śrī Caitanya, the purifier of the fallen, delivered numberless sinners.
Text 4
e mata doyāra sindhu kṛpā bitāriyā
kabe uddhāribe more śrī-caraṇa diyā
He is like an ocean of mercy. When will He mercifully give me shelter at His feet and deliver me?
Text 5
ei bāra bujhā jā’be koruṇā tomāra
jadi e pāmara-jane koribe uddhāra
If You deliver this sinner I will know that You are truly merciful.
Text 6
karma nāi jñāna nāi kṛṣṇa-bhakti nāi
tabe bolo ki-rūpe o śrī-caraṇa pāi
I have no pious deeds, no knowledge, and no devotion to Lord Kṛṣṇa. How will I attain Your feet? Please tell me.
Text 7
bharasā āmāra mātra koruṇa tomāra
ahaitukī se koruṇā bedera bicāra
Your mercy is my only hope. The Vedas say Your mercy is causeless.
Text 8
tumi to’ pabitra-pada āmi durāśoya
kemone tomāra pade pāibo āśroya
You are the abode of purity. I am a sinner. How will I find shelter at Your feet?
Text 9
kāndiyā kāndiyā bole’ e patita chāra
patita-pābana nāma prasiddha tomāraWeeping and weeping, this fallen sinner, a person worthless like a pile of ashes, says, O Lord, You are famous as patita-pāvana (the purifier of the fallen)!”