(1)
ore mana karmera kuhare gela kāla
svargādi-sukhera āśe, paḍilāma karma-phāṅse
ūrṇanābhi-sama karma-jāla

O my heart, my time has passed in the dark cave of karma. Hoping for the pleasures of the celestial realm and similar rewards, I became trapped in the snare of karma, a network spread out like a spider’s web.

(2)
upavāsa-vrata dhari’, nānā kāya-kleśa kari’
bhasme ghṛta ḍhāliyā apāra
marilāma nija-doṣe, jarā-maraṇera phāṅse
haibāre nārinu uddhāra

Observing fasts and vows, and tormenting my body in many ways, I merely poured unlimited ghee upon ashes. By my own fault I have fallen into the noose of old age and death, and I have been unable to deliver myself.

(3)
varṇāśrama-dharma yaji’, nānā deva-devī bhaji’
mada-garbe kāṭāinu jīvana
sthira nā haila mana, nā labhinu śānti-dhana
nā bhajinu śrī-kṛṣṇa-caraṇa

Following varṇāśrama-dharma, worshiping many gods and goddesses, and filled with the pride of false prestige, I passed my life. Yet my mind never became steady, nor did I attain the treasure of peace, for I never worshiped the feet of Śrī Kṛṣṇa.

(4)
dhik mora e jīvane, dhik mora dhana-jane
dhik mora varṇābhimāna
dhik mora kula-māne, dhik śāstrādhyayane
hari-bhakti nā pāila sthāna

Shame upon this life of mine! Shame upon my wealth and followers! Shame upon my pride of caste! Shame upon my pride of family! Shame upon my study of śāstra! Hari-bhakti never found a place within my heart.

Introduction
  1. vande vṛndāṭavī-candraṁ rādhikākṣi-mahotsavaṁ
  2. jaya jaya śrī-caitanya patita-pāvana
Upadeśa (Instruction)
  1. dīkṣā-guru kṛpā kari’ mantra-upadeśa
  2. mana tumi bhālabāsa kāmera taraṅga
  3. mana re, tumi baḍa, sandigdha-antara
  4. mana, tumi baḍai pāmara
  5. mana, kena e saṁśaya
  6. mana, tumi paḍile ki chāra?
  7. mana, yogī haite tomāra vāsanā
  8. ohe bhāi, mana kena brahma haite cāya
  9. mana re, kena āra varṇa abhimāna
  10. mana re, kena kara vidyāra gaurava
  11. rūpera gaurava kena bhāi
  12. mana re, dhana-mada nitānta asāra
  13. mana, tumi sannyāsī sājite kena cāo
  14. mana, tumi tīrthe sadā rata
  15. dekha mana, vrate yena, nā hao ācchanna
  16. mana, tumi baḍai cañcala
  17. mana, tare bali e vāratā
  18. ki āra baliba tare, mana
  19. kena mana kāmere, nācāo prema-prāya
Upalabdhi (Perception)
  1. āmi ati pāmara durjana
  2. sādhu-saṅga nā haila hāya
  3. ore mana karmera kuhare gela kāla
  4. ore mana ki vipada haila āmāra
  5. ore mana kleśa-tāpa dekhi ye aśeṣa
  6. ore mana, bhāla nāhi lāge ei saṁsāra
  7. ore mana, bāḍibāra āśā kena kara
  8. ore mana bhukti-mukti-spṛhā kara dūra
  9. durlabha mānava-janma labhiyā saṁsāre
  10. śarīrera sukhe mana deha jalāñjali
  11. ore mana bali śuna tattva-vivaraṇa
  12. apūrva vaiṣṇava-tattva ātmāra ānanda-prasravaṇa
  13. cit-jaḍera dvaita jini kare sthāpana
  14. jīvana-samāpta-kāle kariba bhajana
Ucchvāsa (Divine Ecstasy)
  1. kabe śrī-caitanya more karibena dayā
  2. āmi ta’ durjana ati sadā durācāra
  3. bhavārṇave paḍe more ākula parāṇa
  4. viṣaya-vāsanā-rūpa cittēra vikāra
  5. āmāra samāna hīna nāhi e saṁsāre
  6. kabe mora śubha-dina haibe udaya
  7. śrī-guru-vaiṣṇava-kṛpā kata dine habe
  8. āmāra emana bhāgya kata dine ha’be
  9. caitanya-candrera līlā samudra apāra
  10. kabe mora mūḍha mana chāḍi’ anya dhyāna
  11. hari hari kabe mora haibe hena dina
  12. kabe mui vaiṣṇave ciniba hari hari
  13. kṛpā kara vaiṣṇava ṭhākura
  14. kabe ha’be hena daśā mora
  15. hā hā mora gaura-kiśora
  16. hā hā kabe gaura-nitāi
  17. kabe āhā gaurāṅga baliyā
  18. gopīnātha, mama nivedana śuna
  19. Uccwāsa – 3- Song Two
  20. Uccwāsa – 3- Song Three
  21. Uccwāsa – 3- Song Four
  22. Uccwāsa – 4- Song One
  23. Uccwāsa – 4- Song Two
  24. Uccwāsa – 5- Song One
  25. Uccwāsa – 6- Song One
  26. Uccwāsa – 6- Song Two
  27. Uccwāsa – 7- Song One
  28. Uccwāsa – 7- Song Two
  29. Uccwāsa – 8- Song One

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